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[13 Nov 2004|11:36am]
my parents are fucking physco!
7 fell in love ..and never fell out

[12 Oct 2004|09:03pm]

October 12, 1998

Six years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.

What will you do to end the silence?

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[23 Aug 2004|04:13pm]
HUGE friends cut has taken place..if you have been taken off it is because you dont comment which leads me to belive you dont read, i dont read your journal. oR i just dont like if you really want to be re-added please comment<33
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[20 Aug 2004|11:51pm]
[ mood | weird ]

so this is a public entry for everybody to see

lately i have had alot of time to think about shit. i hate it. i start to think which leads me to think about something else..and so on and so forth..well it eventually gets me really upset and i keep it all in..and as soon as something little bothers me or makes me sad or mad..i break down..that happend to me many other for the past week or so i have been feeling kind of weird. i have had alot of mixed feelings about everything. but i kept it all in and kept a smile on my face. well.. ive had alot of time to think since i dont do shit..i sit at home all i sat here..thought about me and jeremy..our relationship the good things adn the bad much i love him. how lost i would be if i ever lost him. i have no idea what to do when he moves. i just nwat to enjoy the time we have. and about my friends. people who care about me, people who dont. friends i was once so close with..who now seem like strangers..people who tlak shit and dont know shit. im a good person, i care about my friends yet people still see me as some selfish girl who only wants to be the center of attention. and the stress mark has put on me when he calls me telin me he has tried to kill himself 2 times this past week. my family how much i love every single one of much they dont understand me. how much it hurts some of the things they say..yea its alot to think about..but thats all i have been doing this past week. and i kept all my feelings inside. and now i see that isnt a good idea..because today when me raja nicole pamela and sherry were having a discussion about really made me upset..and everything just came out. i burst into tears and cried and cried and then i stop..and when i think about makes me cry again. it really sucks because its just so many mixed emotions mixed into one..long cry. and i hate it when peole try to make me feel better because 1/2 the time it makes things worse..just let me cry..i mean it wont kill just letting out emotions. so tonight being called a drama queen..and being lectured for about an hour..usually wouldnt make me cry..but tonight it did..i cried for hours not just about that..but about everything..i dont need your sympathy or anything like that..cryying is perfectly wont kill me so no need for you tired..time for bed..goodngiht..

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this is chris mother fucker [13 Aug 2004|11:23pm]
yo wut up chris here lisa was sleeping and left this shit on so i tought id do it 4 her. we just got dun having hot monkey sex. it was fucking great. jp dont want her 2 get in trouble w/her boy now. i dont really know the purpose of this shit but aight. so today we had sex blah blah blah nothing special there. lisa got bit by a mesquito i hope she does not die. jp it was a spider bite but i told her it was probally mosquito and she got skurred. well thats it for today i think. i type really slow. it took me 4ever to do this shit. l8er

c.l.a.n. for fucking life bitch
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new lj again [27 Jun 2004|12:57am]
[ mood | hungry ]

friends only.
♥comment and i might add you.♥
oh and if you dont follow the rules you will not be friended.

here are my rules bitch!Collapse )

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